I have never before really wanted to say anything, nor put myself out there in certain “predictive” ways, because I’ve never really been someone to predict world events before. Reading in this manner makes me uncomfortable. I also don’t believe in outcomes being written in stone. So, in speaking about changes potentially coming or which are needed to be made, I had to think about how to present all this. I do believe information intuited can be used as a warning. We are not all fated to events, but in many ways have choice.
All I know is that I was invited to be part of a radio show on 2011 predictions before New Years of that year and I refused to go on, telling the psychic who asked me that I was seeing some very ‘negative’ things. I didn’t know how to process it all late December and early January. However, now that certain events have already transpired, I feel I should put forward the message in the way it was originally received. So please, everyone take for yourself what feels right for you and ignore what doesn’t.
Here is the basic reading that I would receive for the radio show, but never went on to say anything: The message was very direct, that the wheel of fortune was reversed and stuck in that position. The core of what I remember seeing is that we are stuck and not changing in ways that we are really being called to change. There were cards of refusing to change, being stuck, addicted, codependent and similar ‘stuck’ themes. Many cards were indicating that what we are being called to change is our materialistic lifestyles, our greed and our perversions of nature. But, the main message for 2011 was that we were stuck and many of us likely were not going to change in the ways we were going to be called. There is potential though because I kept drawing the card “A choice will be made for you, if you do not make one for yourself.” The other cards pointed to “an unexpected change will be occurring, when or how remains uncertain.”
The truth is that we suffered two extreme devastations in less than 1 year. We have also had tornadoes go through the United States unlike ever before. Yet, life continued on like normal as if nothing happened. We all need that denial because it keeps us feeling safe. We could see the call in such events, but such a call becomes displaced by philosophies which tell us that denial is the only way to survive.
Others think the answer is to simply ‘love’ and to again enter a state of denial. But the message I’m getting is that yes, we are always safe in spirit whose message is always to remain centered and loving in the eye of the hurricane, but we are also here to learn, grow and to find our way back to source. All this happens around us to help us to find a truly loving bond not just with our own source energy, but with the loving energy of creation around us… in true honor, awe and respect for it. All of this, if we allow it, can help us see what needs to be done. Yes, we can connect with our inner self and the core of love within. But, we can also let it help us change our lifestyles and connect in new and miraculous ways to everything outside of us.
Doing Away With Blame
The message I am receiving is not one of blame, but of individual change. It’s not the forces, the illuminati, nature, or anything else outside of us that is creating all of the unbalance around us. It is our lifestyles, addictions and dependencies. Many of us are also waiting for a ‘Venus project’, ascension or another external fix to offer a solution. But, again, the message is look within. Stop waiting on anyone else or anything else manifest our way out. We are supposed to learn during these times how we have created the very reality we live in, on both the level of our individual lives and of our collective experience. And, we have chosen to be here, in this very time period, for the opportunity to learn how to take our power back, through being able to see how many ways we have given it away, and in many cases created complete dependencies.
We are likewise being called to give up quick-fixes and ways of wanting an easy way out. For example: some of the external structures, institutions, entities or beings that we may overly rely on (for the purpose of creating more ease and simplicity within our lives) may include those which do not always have spiritual or loving intentions towards life or Earth. Some may be engaged in deception.
As most of us already are aware of, certain corporations come about to satisfy whims and desires that we collectively put out there. So many more new corporations are emerging as time goes on, not all of them possessing ethical, honest or ecological intentions. However, instead of blaming what has been created within the world, it really does come down to choice; choosing whether we plug into a certain level collective consciousness at this time, or whether we are going to unplug and release ourselves; choosing whether we are going to be part of a demand for an old life, or whether we wish to be part of a demand for a new type of world that can come into form.
We are meant to understand during these times that in the same way that exists a Law of Attraction, there also exists a Law of Supply and Demand. This latter law controls what corporations, individuals, and energies gain the most power or influence. This proves to us, that we, the public, are not helpless. So, there is no real or valid excuse for our being overly complacent or defeatist. In fact, the core of the message that I received within this reading pertained to mankind becoming too overly complacent and defeatist. We are meant to embark upon the next phase of of our spiritual growth and change, which includes examining certain societal addictions, dysfunctionalism, co-dependencies, and lifestyles which all emerge from our unconscious thoughts and beliefs about ourselves and our world.
This said, yes, there is power being abused in the ways of the world. We are being shown an illusion where governments and other forces, seemingly outside of us, more and more abuse power because we continue to give our power away. But, trust me, it is coming from within. What is being created in many ways is based upon the collective demands of a world that has become dysfunctional in a multitude of ways. Examining the fruits, what has been manifested, and what continues to manifest within our ecosystem displays this clearly. However, we are so used to the dysfunction it may be difficult noticed unless we are able to learn to look upon the world in a larger and more collective way.
Mankind, despite increasing in awareness, still tends to operate within the level of the lower vibrational animal / survival consciousness that uses the earth for its primal needs and unconsciously destroys it. However, knowing this, there is opportunity for mankind to become more human or “humane”. We can choose to move out of a more survival based consciousness into one which chooses align our energies with nature and with one another in peaceful and love fostering ways. Which, mankind is achieving this in steps. And, we can further open up and realize that in the end there is no true duality, no ‘good’ or ‘bad’, no ‘success’ or ‘failure’, just our united dreaming of a story where we become more and more in touch with a part of us that remembers what God, Love, and Truth really is.
The Processing of Our Emotions and The “Smashing of Mirrors”
Within the reading, the message was not about fear, but about love. Though we are not asked to deny any feelings either. Within our process toward self-realization, we are not meant to, nor do we need to, shut any part of ourselves down. We are here to have compassion for and to love those parts of us we would run away from. We are meant to move through our feelings in ways that will help us to get to the other side. If we tell ourselves that we are not allowed to have our feelings, even negative ones, then we get stuck in what we are meant to process through.
In the same way, if we tell ourselves we can’t look at what we have collectively created within our world, we may get stuck concerning being able to process our experiences on this level as well. Know that it is safe to look upon anything. It is safe to feel anything. It is all just a dream. Anything that tells us otherwise wishes us to hold judgment towards the dream we are dreaming, the human condition, and our human feelings. If we make those parts of us ‘wrong’, then unconditional love cannot touch it with its loving energy.
Many clients I talk to have felt a huge push to resolve things with people from their past. This is all part of the process… coming back to purity, truth, and wholeness while realizing all the ways we have set ourselves up and searched for meaning within something that could only ever leave a void unfilled within. Another psychic friend of mine has called it a process of ‘smashing mirrors.’ This is happening. For those who are awakening, certain certainties that many thought we could rely on are going to be smashed in front of our eyes. Many of us will start to realize how they made no sense. But the outcome will be an understanding how we create everything and create it together, through being part of a ‘collective consciousness’. Mother Earth is both part of and affected by the collective consciousness as well (and we are in turn affected by her). Even those who may have honored her are going to realize the un-thought of ways in which we have been a part of how she has been ignored. In the end, it is all about the self and a mirroring of what needs to be brought closer to source.
Yes, there is going to be a new reality that we eventually shift into. We are being called to change. Like said earlier, we are being called not to wait for the change to be brought from outside of us, but to bring it from within. This is an amazing time where we can free ourselves from dependencies, become our own master and guru, become freer, more connected to the planet, to love self and others, and to realize what true abundance really is.
Many of us have been learning about manifestation but approaching it in a way which brings internal conflict between two sets of energies. We have been trying to be part of the new energy while clinging to the old. Think of it as the world is echoing out a giant call for change against a collective consciousness that has a giant need to stay the same because of a giant fear of changing beliefs and lifestyles. As a result it is only natural that this could manifest through an expression of a conflict in energy; the energy has to express itself in some way. Yet, however the energy manifests during these times, we can let the world and its symbols speak to us about how to bring everything back into balance. We can use the earthquakes, volcanoes, winds, and tsunamis to understand a path towards finding Home. And, the more we understand this, the more we will know that in whatever happens we are safe.
Issues With ‘Power’
Many of us are beginning to awaken to the bigger problems surrounding our use of certain sources of power, including nuclear power, and our passivity in resolving these issues. Not that this is something to judge, but a reflection of both our current level of awareness as well as what we are manifesting with our energies. If we understand feng shui principles, we can understand that our dependency upon self-defeating power sources is symbolic of where we have given our power away to external sources of authoritative power and control which may be toxic to ourselves and to our planet.
Anything we as individuals can do to get off the grid and locate alternative forms of power that leave us less dependent on that which would abuse it helps us to progress as a collective as well. The less dependent we are on having to rely on something outside of ourselves, the better off we will feel (as well as less defeatist and helpless). Instead of continuing to see change and collapse of certain structures or ways of living as something to fear and our current situation as either ‘positive’ or ‘negative’, we can see how we have given our power away and become dependent/codependent, unable to live in balance or understand how to honor energy and to have respect for the temple of our body and our planet.
On the night of April 26th, 2011 I would have a dream. In this dream, I was in the livingroom of a house not my own and looking out a huge window. There was wind rushing all around. It was as if I was in the center of a tornado. While wondering within myself why there was so much wind, an angel appeared. He had only one thing to say; ‘The world has become too yang, too focused on conquest and producing.’ Then he disappeared.
The angel hadn’t made such a declaration in a judgmental way. He simply answered my question as if making an unbiased statement about energy in general. Upon awakening, I had to look up the words yin and yang to see what both really referred to. I would simultaneously learn about the tornadoes moving through the states. But, I did notice something that made me see nature and her activity in a way I never had before.
So what do the terms Yin and Yang refer to? ‘Yin’ represents the water element and ‘yang’ represents the fire element. Yin is the receptive, nurturing, intuitive and resting energy, while yang is about action, conquest, drive and creativity. And, if we look at the major disasters that have happened in the world, they have been very ‘Yang’.
Also representing this yang energy is the fact that a huge part of the collective is energetically sped up, racing to accomplish many things, engaged in over-activity and over-doing, and becoming very scattered and ungrounded. And, if we look at the rest of what is conveyed through nature, something is out of balance. What is happening in the main ‘body’ of the collective seems to be projected onto the body of the planet: over-active energy field, anxiety, stress, burn out, exhaustion, conflict, etc. All of these are the result of too much yang energy.
We can allow ourselves to balance these overly yang energies through bringing in more awareness of them and bringing in what is yin. We can allow ourselves to rest and integrate any new energies coming in instead of being ‘go, go, go’ all the time. The ‘go, go, go’ needs to be considered part of an old way of living that we can leave behind with an old polluted world and its polluted ways of thinking and being. The new way of living WILL be one of Peace. Even if we end up manifesting an external collapse of everything we cling to in order to bring it about.
If we can allow ourselves to step outside of our personal level of experience in order to see a bigger picture, or if we should burn out and have to see it that way, we may notice that western society is not very tolerant of rest. If we look at how the collective majority behaves in society, we are very yang. “Rest” is almost a dirty word. There simply is no time or patience for it. One has to be out conquering the world, producing something, making money, working, doing, having, wanting and everything else and these are all termed “success”. When one cannot or does not wish to keep up with this programming (based in illusion), the “failure” label starts to be applied. Other words like “lazy”, “floundering,” etc.
If we can break from our illusions concerning what mankind has been taught to idolize or obey without question, we can then become more aware of how many of us within the Western world have fallen into a mode of receiving worth through being a “human doing” as opposed to a “human being”. Many of us may even suffer from stress related conditions and exhaustion, which if severe enough is something that can force us to rest and become more yin in order to recharge. Energy is received through rest and becoming more yin. Energy is given through expressing it outward and becoming more yang.
Exhaustion results when, like a battery, we are low on energy from giving too much of it away without taking enough time to be still and to recharge. This “giving away of energy” can be caused by too much thinking, worry, physical labor, strain, efforts etc. Once exhausted, an individual can end up misdiagnosed as ‘depressed’; as if needing to go inward at times is a sort of disorder. Perhaps a few of those who are misdiagnosed are not even depressed. Possibly they instinctively feel and know something is missing from their lives; lives spent in external striving toward what may never really allow many of us feel complete. Yet, the world keeps telling us to go, go, go , do do, do, have have, have till some of us may feel the futility of it all, feeling our life has become hollow or amiss.
The best thing we can do right now to help balance out Earth’s energies is to learn about the yin side of energy and balance it with the yang. It does not mean yang is ‘wrong’ or ‘bad’. It simply means that we have become out of balance. If Mother Nature should need to come in for us, she will lovingly restore that balance if she has to, but our energy is creating it, the same way it is creating it within our bodies. When a body burns out from overusing yang forces, it then needs to go into a yin state of relaxation to recharge and replenish so it can be yang once more. Those who have more energy replenishes if this happens, and other ways of living and being will likely fair better than those who do not.
I think we could begin to see situations that will cause crises, disease, power outages, damages to things, etc., in order to force us respect a balance of energy. There are so many energies manifesting right now to make this happen, including a collective awakening as I spoke of before; a call for love and for change, accompanied by a fear of change and a deep rooted belief that nothing is ever enough, including ourselves.
If anything happens, trust that it is happening lovingly. Try not to fall into doomsday messengers that preach its God’s wrath or some Illuminati force out to destroy us. Again, we are collectively creating it all and we are here to learn that, in truth, we are ‘enough.’ If there a punishment coming, it is false ideas within ourselves that we need to be punished. Try to see everything that happens as simply cause and effect. There is simply inner conflict within us which is creating an external manifestation of this conflict in the outer world.
There will be talk of revolutions against our governments; this has already started, but we are still asked to look within. Change will come through individuals withdrawing their energies from what is chaotic and enslaving within the world rather than through fighting these energies. Those who preach revolution or denial preach helplessness. In truth we all have power untapped. We can all change the world through how we live and what we practice. We are not as helpless as all these ideas going around would have us think.
See it in such a way that there exists a mass collective fear of lack of abundance and of loss, which is creating physical manifestations within our world due to so many people worrying about abundance and over-striving to create it. Start to seek abundance from within. If we can objectively look at the world from a detached perspective we may be able to see that a collective majority seems to be chasing abundance so very hard as if there isn’t enough of it. However, the best way to overcome such fears is to face them. Those who go within right now and know how to find true abundance and how to receive it through a united effort with others and with Earth, rather than through making it an individual conquering process, will better face some of these anxieties.
A Vision During The Gulf Oil Spill
|Part of an image that a graphic artist
created that is based on the vision
During the gulf oil spill I would have a vision. I was in a white room with many others who were present as well. We were all dressed in white robes, sitting crossed legged on the floor. We all had our left hand out, which above it levitated a tennis ball sized ‘Earth.’ Every one of us in the room had our own Earth, yet we were all in the room together acting as one as well. In this vision there was a feeling of excitement, like we were joyfully creating everything that was happening on the Earth. There was a feeling that we could heal or affect it.
I’ve also seen crystals within people of different colors. Some contained crystals that pointed only upwards and some seem to contain crystals which pointed upward and downward (double terminated). My assumption was that these crystals and their pointed directions represent our connections to heaven and earth. In some, I see these crystals are rotating or moving.
I have also seen a vision of a huge dark and cloudy crystal upon the Earth which is only pointed in one direction, to the sky. It felt very polluted and blocked from channeling the Earth’s energies upward in order to clear itself. So, the feeling was that we need to open that connection from the Earth. This crystal or crystalline energy was going to be ‘activated’ by all of us who choose to be clear and ascending in spirit while still being able to ground and to see ourselves as one with Earth. The energy needs to become double terminated like a double terminated crystal. It needs to be reciprocal, i.e. energy coming up from the ground, through us to spirit, and from spirit back down towards the ground. We can meditate upon this through visualizing ourselves as connected to the Heavens and to Earth.
So what can we do? It is really about hearing the call from within ourselves in our own timing and our own way. We may simply wish to awaken to all of our self-created dependencies, and the illusions that we have bought into. We may wish to look at everything we buy and create, to ask why we created or bought it, and what truth or reality does it serve. Are we acting upon our own truth? or a truth that someone else or society has given us? What are our true needs versus what are our lifestyles and addictions to the material world telling us to need? It’s about having our own meditation where we can stand outside ourselves and see the beauty of the now moment and how little it requires to be beautiful.
We may wish to learn about Buddha, the message of Christ, or of other ascended masters. We may connect with our innate wisdom apart from everything our guru’s may have to say. We may wish to meditate daily with Nature making our energy field bigger and more inclusive. This way we can connect to and feel Mother Earth in the manner in which we would try to connect with another person to ‘read’ them. Through these types of efforts we may learn Mother Nature’s language and begin to have a dialogue with Her. What does she need right now? What do we need right now? What is the truth? Without forcing anything or needing to judge what comes up, we can see the dream and what is being created within it.
We may wish to be free of systems of ownership, of copyrights, trademarks, authorship, money and other things, realizing that we do not truly own anything, even ideas that we all try to sell. We may find ourselves becoming more sharing. We may begin to see ourselves as part of a collective stream of consciousness, rather than as an individual fighting to make it in the world alone, or in competition with others. We may wish to find ways to free ourselves from feelings of possessiveness regarding parts of the Earth and her creatures. There is no need to fight over what never belonged to us, and of what only ever belonged to the whole, to God, to Nature.
In everything stated above, remember that it is less about forcing what we feel unready for so much as experiencing an awakening process. And, the awakening process itself does not need to be forced. Nor does feeling we have to be perfect about finding solutions to all of our world’s issues. We can simply allow our thoughts to go through a filtering process, allowing more awareness of all of our effects and the manifestations we take part in creating within our dream of life, both at an individual and a collective level. In the end, there is only choice. And, regardless of the timing of our choices and what we choose We are always whole and safe in spirit.